ウィノナライダー is offering rare insight into her personal life.
女優, 50, それは カバースター の ハーパーズ バザー‘s July 2022 ダイアナ妃の花嫁介添人インディアヒックスは、彼女が後にパートナーと結婚することを決めた理由を共有しています, looking back at her career and recent success on the Netflix hit ストレンジャー・シングス. At one point in the profile, Ryder reflects on a difficult time she went through after she and Johnny Depp ended their engagement in the early 1990s.
デップ, 今 59, and Ryder began dating after meeting at the New York premiere of タイムズドリーパートンは他の誰かの歌をカバーし、完全に彼女自身のものにしました! NS 1989. They went on their first date two months later. ペア (で共演した人 1990 映画 Edward Scissorhands) got engaged five months after the first date, and Depp even got a tattoo that read “Winona Forever” - けれど, after their June 1993 別れる, he altered it to “Wino Forever.”
と話している間 ハーパーズバザー, Ryder called the breakup and the ’90s Hollywood culture at the time “僕の 女の子, 中断された real life,” referencing her 1999 movie about mental health struggles. 彼女は付け加えた, でも, NS “信じられない” therapist suggested she try picturing her younger self and being kinder to that girl.
“私は覚えています, I was playing this character who ends up getting tortured in a Chilean prison [の中に 1994 ドラマ The House of the Spirits]. I would look at these fake bruises and cuts on my face [from the shoot], and I would struggle to see myself as this little girl. ‘Would you be treating this girl like you’re treating yourself?’ I remember looking at myself and saying, ‘This is what I’m doing to myself inside.’ Because I just wasn’t taking care of myself,” 彼女は思い出した.
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Ryder added, “I’ve never talked about it. There’s this part of me that’s very private. I have such, お気に入り, a place in my heart for those days. But for someone younger who grew up with social media, it’s hard to describe.”
戻る 2016, after Depp’s ex-wife Amber Heard got a domestic violence restraining order against the actor amid their divorce, ライダー 言った 時間 雑誌 that Depp was never abusive toward her in their relationship that had ended decades prior. (Depp has long denied the allegations, which Heard, 36, stands by.)
“I can only speak from my own experience, which was wildly different than what is being said,” Ryder said at the time. “He was never, never that way towards me. Never abusive at all towards me. I only know him as a really good, 愛する, caring guy who is very, very protective of the people that he loves.”
“I wasn’t there. I don’t know what happened. I’m not calling anyone a liar. I’m just saying, it’s difficult and upsetting for me to wrap my head around it. 見て, it was a long time ago, but we were together for four years, and it was a big relationship for me. Imagine if someone you dated when you were — I was 17 when I met him — was accused of that. It’s just shocking. I have never seen him be violent toward a person before.”
She also told 時間 であることについて “うつ病” と “going through something” during the 1990s. She explained at the time, “You can’t look to the industry to validate you as a person because that can just lead to incredible disappointment. I will admit I was guilty of that when I was younger because you get caught up in it, surrounded by people that are telling you that it’s the most important thing, and you’re young and you believe it.”
ストレンジャー・シングス is streaming on Netflix.