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Reneé Rapp Says Her Acting Career Inspired Her to Make ‘RawDebut EP: ‘I’ve Been Through Some S–吨’

Renée Rapp

Renée Rapp

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Releasing original music for the first time was daunting for Reneé Rapp, who feels like she’s spent her life talking about how she wants to pursue music.

Sex Lives of College Girls 星星, who spent nearly a year in 贱女孩 on Broadway before the pandemic, released her debut EP, Everything to Everyone, 十一月. As she pondered theriskshe was taking in the lead-up to its release — “我像, 上帝, I don’t want people to hate it— she also felt the weight of 20 years of expectations.

I’ve been saying that [音乐] is my thing my whole life, without having really done it,” Rapp tells PEOPLE. “我像, ‘This is it.I’ve been professing that I wanna do this, I wanna play shows, I wanna make it, but it wasn’t until about a week ago that I knew I could actually do that.

After so much build-up time, the positive response she’s received to the music has been reassuring, 她说. “It definitely feels pinch-me, but it feels more like relief.

A week after Everything to Everyone 掉线, 她 宣布 a five-show tour in Los Angeles, 纽约市, Boston and Atlanta. All the shows sold out in two minutes, prompting Rapp to add extra shows in Los Angeles and Brooklyn.

While the tour, which concluded Sunday night in Atlanta, marks Rapp’s first time ever performing her own music, she’s not new to the stage.

在 2018, 她 rendition 的 “All Falls Down” 从 Chaplin propelled her to victory over 40 other high schoolers at the Jimmy Awards, an annual ceremony that highlights the best high school musical theater students nationwide. 从那里, she went to Broadway, starring as Regina George in 贱女孩 for nearly a year — before the pandemic shut down the show’s run.

Rapp jokes that she’s playedsome consistent roles,” between portraying 雷切尔·麦克亚当斯’ iconic mean girl and rich-kid-socialite Leighton on The Sex Lives of College Girls. After landing the role in the HBO Max show following her stint on Broadway, she says the pressure was on when it came to releasing her own original music: “I definitely felt like there was a certain expectation, but I’m grateful for it. I think I wanted that.

Both roles gave her the platform she needed to get her music into fansears, but she says they also helped her learn to be less of apeople pleaser— which helped her write music that’s more true to her.

I wasn’t as authentically me at 18 as I am now at 22, and I think those jobs definitely prepared me for a lot,” 她说. “Now I have expectations, which has been amazing, because now, going into my music career, I just know so much more about myself, because I’ve been through some s—t.

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Renée Rapp

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Everything to Everyone, Rapp dives into some of thats—t,” as she explores love, loss and some of the most important relationships in her life.

She kicks off the seven-song EP with its title track, a one-minute intro where she reflects on feeling exhausted by her need to support everyone in her life — even if it means getting calls at 3 是. She calls it themost raw, scattered way to say what the EP is,” and as the rest of the record plays out, Rapp gets even more candid.

On the EP’s lead single, In the Kitchen,” she mourns the painful end of a relationship, beautifully mapping how two people can go from strangers, to lovers, to enemies.

Falling in love no it ain’t for the weak / So don’t try this at home,” she sings in the chorus.

It’s a heartbreaking and raw ballad, and she says it’s the song she’s most proud of. “‘In the Kitchenis my favorite song I’ve ever written, and also just like the best breakup song I probably will ever write,” 她说. “It’s just really good.

在 “科罗拉多州,” Rapp daydreams of “逃避现实,” imagining that life outside of Los Angeles or New York City would make her happier — even though she knows she’d never actually make the move, because she’saddicted to the chip on [她] shoulder.In the bridge, 她承认: “I’d choose the devil I know over the heaven I don’t.

Rapp calls the fourth track, “Don’t Tell My Mom,” 一种 “love letter to” 她妈妈, Denise. As the musician admits to having trouble sleeping and feeling guilty about burdening her mom with her problems, she admits the song prompted some of her mom’s friends to inquire about how she’s really doing. “A lot of my mom’s friends were hitting my mom up being like, ‘Is Renée okay?’ 她就像, ‘She’s good, she’s good.'

It was a nerve wracking song to release — not just for Rapp herself, but for her mom. “She was a touch nervous because, 老实说, not only is that putting my childhood self on blast, but it’s also kind of putting my mom on blast, in a sense. She’s a real one for letting me do it.

What Can I Dois the only track where Rapp (who identifies as bisexual) makes explicit references to her sexuality, as she struggles to navigate a crush on a female friend who doesn’t feel the same. She describes it as a song aboutgay sadness.

On the final two tracks, “Too Well 和 “Moon,” she returns to the feelings of loss and rejection she first explored onIn the Kitchen.While she saysToo Wellis justword vomit,” the latter is a song she wanted to writefor a long time,” as the moon has always felt like abig part” 她的生活. “It just feels like a big part of who I am.

She’s quick to clarify, 尽管, that while the raw emotions she captured on the record were how she felt at the time, that doesn’t mean she still feels that way. 实际上, she said there are some songs off the EP that shehates performing,” because she no longer relates to them — a realization she’s just recently come to.

Renée Rapp

Renée Rapp

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On December 6, Rapp kicked off her tour at the Troubadour in Los Angeles, and while she says she has reallyappreciatedthe positive response from fans at each of her sold-out shows, performing live has come with its own difficulties.

It’s a little intimidating because a lot of my life up to this point has been very public, and so sometimes when I’m talking about these things, 就像是, '哦, Jesus Christ, you guys just know every detail of everything.It can be a lot and has been a lot in my live shows.

Even though she feels pressure, Rapp remainsexcitedfor everything to come in the new year — namely, returning to the role of Regina George for the recently announced 贱女孩 电影音乐剧, which is in production for Paramount+.

I’m very excited about that movie because I think it’s gonna be a breeding ground for creativity,” 她说. “It’s an amazing team, and it’s going to be so many people that I trust. I’m so excited to work with [a team of people] WHO, 我知道, are looking out for myself, 投掷, 全体人员 [和] everyone who works on the project’s best interest, health, 安全, mental health — everything.

The added plus? Playing the mean girl comes naturally to her. 她说她是 “always the Regina George of the friend group,” but is quick to clarify she wasn’t a bully — more of a strong headed defender of her friends.

Regardless, the role was one meant for her: “I definitely had it in me.