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Reneé Rapp Says Her Acting Career Inspired Her to Make ‘RawDebut EP: ‘I’ve Been Through Some S–NS’

Renée Rapp

Renée Rapp

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Releasing original music for the first time was daunting for Reneé Rapp, who feels like she’s spent her life talking about how she wants to pursue music.

NS 女子高生の性生活 スター, who spent nearly a year in 意地悪い少女たち on Broadway before the pandemic, released her debut EP, Everything to Everyone, 十一月に. As she pondered the “危険” she was taking in the lead-up to its release — “私は好きだった, 神, I don’t want people to hate it— she also felt the weight of 20 years of expectations.

I’ve been saying that [音楽] is my thing my whole life, without having really done it,” Rapp tells PEOPLE. “私は好きだった, ‘This is it.I’ve been professing that I wanna do this, I wanna play shows, I wanna make it, but it wasn’t until about a week ago that I knew I could actually do that.

After so much build-up time, the positive response she’s received to the music has been reassuring, 彼女が言います. “It definitely feels pinch-me, but it feels more like relief.

A week after Everything to Everyone ドロップ, 彼女 発表 a five-show tour in Los Angeles, ニューヨーク市, Boston and Atlanta. All the shows sold out in two minutes, prompting Rapp to add extra shows in Los Angeles and Brooklyn.

While the tour, which concluded Sunday night in Atlanta, marks Rapp’s first time ever performing her own music, she’s not new to the stage.

の 2018, 彼女 rendition の “All Falls Down” から Chaplin propelled her to victory over 40 other high schoolers at the Jimmy Awards, an annual ceremony that highlights the best high school musical theater students nationwide. 彼らは一緒にいました—特に激動の飛行中に2つのレイズバッグに息を吹き込んだとき, she went to Broadway, starring as Regina George in 意地悪い少女たち for nearly a year — before the pandemic shut down the show’s run.

Rapp jokes that she’s playedsome consistent roles,” between portraying レイチェル・マクアダムス’ iconic mean girl and rich-kid-socialite Leighton on The Sex Lives of College Girls. After landing the role in the HBO Max show following her stint on Broadway, she says the pressure was on when it came to releasing her own original music: “I definitely felt like there was a certain expectation, but I’m grateful for it. I think I wanted that.

Both roles gave her the platform she needed to get her music into fans’ 耳, but she says they also helped her learn to be less of apeople pleaser— which helped her write music that’s more true to her.

I wasn’t as authentically me at 18 as I am now at 22, and I think those jobs definitely prepared me for a lot,” 彼女は言いました. “Now I have expectations, which has been amazing, アルバムに名前を付けて私たちをジンクスしたと思います, going into my music career, I just know so much more about myself, because I’ve been through some s—t.

Renée Rapp

Renée Rapp

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オン Everything to Everyone, Rapp dives into some of thats—t,” as she explores love, loss and some of the most important relationships in her life.

She kicks off the seven-song EP with its title track, a one-minute intro where she reflects on feeling exhausted by her need to support everyone in her life — even if it means getting calls at 3 午前. She calls it themost raw, scattered way to say what the EP is,” and as the rest of the record plays out, Rapp gets even more candid.

On the EP’s lead single, In the Kitchen,” she mourns the painful end of a relationship, beautifully mapping how two people can go from strangers, to lovers, to enemies.

Falling in love no it ain’t for the weak / So don’t try this at home,” 彼女は合唱で歌います.

It’s a heartbreaking and raw ballad, and she says it’s the song she’s most proud of. “‘In the Kitchenis my favorite song I’ve ever written, and also just like the best breakup song I probably will ever write,” 彼女は言いました. “It’s just really good.

オン “コロラド,” Rapp daydreams ofescapism,” imagining that life outside of Los Angeles or New York City would make her happier — even though she knows she’d never actually make the move, because she’saddicted to the chip on [彼女] shoulder.In the bridge, 彼女は認めます: “I’d choose the devil I know over the heaven I don’t.

Rapp calls the fourth track, “Don’t Tell My Mom,” NS “love letter to” 彼女の母親, デニス. As the musician admits to having trouble sleeping and feeling guilty about burdening her mom with her problems, she admits the song prompted some of her mom’s friends to inquire about how she’s really doing. “A lot of my mom’s friends were hitting my mom up being like, ‘Is Renée okay?’ 彼女は, ‘She’s good, she’s good.'

It was a nerve wracking song to release — not just for Rapp herself, but for her mom. “She was a touch nervous because, 実を言うと, not only is that putting my childhood self on blast, but it’s also kind of putting my mom on blast, ある意味で. She’s a real one for letting me do it.

What Can I Dois the only track where Rapp (who identifies as bisexual) makes explicit references to her sexuality, as she struggles to navigate a crush on a female friend who doesn’t feel the same. She describes it as a song aboutgay sadness.

On the final two tracks, “Too Well と “月,” she returns to the feelings of loss and rejection she first explored onIn the Kitchen.While she saysToo Wellis justword vomit,” the latter is a song she wanted to write “長い間,” as the moon has always felt like abig part” 彼女の人生の. “It just feels like a big part of who I am.

She’s quick to clarify, けれど, that while the raw emotions she captured on the record were how she felt at the time, that doesn’t mean she still feels that way. 実際には, she said there are some songs off the EP that shehates performing,” because she no longer relates to them — a realization she’s just recently come to.

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Renée Rapp

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On December 6, Rapp kicked off her tour at the Troubadour in Los Angeles, and while she says she has reallyappreciatedthe positive response from fans at each of her sold-out shows, performing live has come with its own difficulties.

It’s a little intimidating because a lot of my life up to this point has been very public, and so sometimes when I’m talking about these things, まるで, 'おお, Jesus Christ, you guys just know every detail of everything.It can be a lot and has been a lot in my live shows.

Even though she feels pressure, Rapp remains “興奮した” for everything to come in the new year — namely, returning to the role of Regina George for the recently announced 意地悪い少女たち movie musical, which is in production for Paramount+.

I’m very excited about that movie because I think it’s gonna be a breeding ground for creativity,” 彼女は言いました. “It’s an amazing team, and it’s going to be so many people that I trust. I’m so excited to work with [a team of people] WHO, 知っている, are looking out for myself, キャスト, クルー [と] everyone who works on the project’s best interest, 健康, 安全性, mental health — everything.

The added plus? Playing the mean girl comes naturally to her. 彼女は彼女が “always the Regina George of the friend group,” but is quick to clarify she wasn’t a bully — more of a strong headed defender of her friends.

関係なく, the role was one meant for her: “I definitely had it in me.